Currently Listening Pandemonium! By B2K see related

- One Kiss

it was so sincere...

i love my boyfriend so much...i want to find those tee shirts....the ones that say; "i love you like a fat kid love cake" and "i love my boyfriend"

i know, i know...i'm turning into a mushy romantic again but i mean....i can't help it.....and so what? tiz my choice....although, not really it just kinda happened....but yeah....

This may never start.
We could fall apart.
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?

So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.

This may never start.
I'll tear us apart.
Can I be your enemy?
Losing half a year.
Waiting for you here
I'd be your anything.

So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.

This may never start.
Tearing out my heart.
I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
(I'd be your memory)
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?

So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.

This may never start.
We could fall apart
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?
Can I be your memory?

~Memory -Sugarcult

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When I was young I knew everything

Now I'm guilt-striken, sobbin' with my head on the floor

No,

I can't be held responsible,

she was touching her face

I won't be held responsible

She fell in love in the first place

For the life of me,

I cannot remember

what made us think that we wise, and we'd never compromise

For the life of me,

I cannot belive we'd ever die for these sins

We were merely freshmen

~The Freshmen -The Verve Pipe

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Me and Pablo are speaking again

I dunno what else he wants me to say about it....

I just hope I don't fuck it up again

Currently Listening Back to Bedlam By James Blunt see related

- Goodbye my Lover

goodbye my lover

goodbye my friend

you have been the one....

you have been the one for me

~james blunt "goodbye my lover"~

yeah, so anyway....

i just wish that this quarter would end....

i want the fourth quarter to come...then the summer

yay summer....dance and hopefully photography classes, YES

anything but camp

camp i'm saving for the summer after this one.....when i'll be a C.I.T.......hopefully by then, i'll have an idea about where i stand with my former........"lover"? that was there.....he'll still be there, i think

i know he'll be there this summer...that's why i'm not going

anyway....i've been thinking about him lately....and bout my last boyfriend.....and the one before him.....and i've been chillin with the boyfriend before that one now for a while.....but NOT chillin as in doing anything like going out.....just hangin out, goin to the movies with him and a bunch of ppl....etc.

iono.....i've only had....4 real boyfirends....no, 3.

one in the 7th grade, one at the beginning of 9th.....and one at the end.....

the guy at camp...he wasn't my boyfriend, but he was the first guy i ever fell in love with....but now he's happy with another girl....i'm glad....i just wish that i could be happy with someone like that too...

iono....maybe i'm just being stupid

but i thought...i didn't thik i'd feel so alone...

oh well...that doesn't matter anymore

Currently Listening Give Up By The Postal Service see related

- Such Great Heights

Arg! I just wish it would all go away!

All the school work and the bad moods and the tears and the loneliness and the lack of sleep

the dreams and the sudden pains and the preassure and.......ahh!

something's wrong with your mind

it won't think of me anymore

was it all a waste of time?

tell me, why was i such a chore?

broken bottles empty.

cut my mouth so i can't sing...

today was that day

it was that time

and that was all that she wrote for me

you fell away

and i don't know why

and that was all that she wrote for me